When you just want to give everything up,
throw yourself on your bed and cry everything up.
Staring at your phone with tears swelling,
waiting for that particular number to pop up.
You feel insecure, not knowing what to do.
You try to text or call but there is no response.
You are not sure if he/she didnt notice the phone or is purposely ignoring you.
And in your head there is only one thing.
You just want him/her to call back.
You stayed the whole night awake, not knowing what to do.
And thoughts in your head keeps swirling up.
You just wish they die down.
But the more you want it, the more it comes up.
Yes I have felt this feeling before.
The feeling of insecurity.
That you are afraid that the whole world is gonna fall apart.
That the only person that matters most to you right now is gone.
But do not forget, God is always with you.
Say a prayer, ask God to calm your anxiety and take away your worries.
It helps, not totally, but it feels more comfortable.
Dont worry too much, most of the time its just us being paranoid.
If he/she really matters to you, they will always be there.
Maybe they fell asleep, or did not notice their phone.
Just go to bed, and wait for their reply in the morning.
Dont think too much, dont worry.
When you wake up in the morning,
you will be greeted by a call or text saying,
"Im sorry i made you worry, everything's gonna be fine" =)
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