The feeling of exasperation

When you just want to give everything up,
throw yourself on your bed and cry everything up.
Staring at your phone with tears swelling,
waiting for that particular number to pop up.
You feel insecure, not knowing what to do.
You try to text or call but there is no response.
You are not sure if he/she didnt notice the phone or is purposely ignoring you.
And in your head there is only one thing.
You just want him/her to call back.
You stayed the whole night awake, not knowing what to do.
And thoughts in your head keeps swirling up.
You just wish they die down.
But the more you want it, the more it comes up.

Yes I have felt this feeling before.
The feeling of insecurity.
That you are afraid that the whole world is gonna fall apart.
That the only person that matters most to you right now is gone.

But do not forget, God is always with you.
Say a prayer, ask God to calm your anxiety and take away your worries.
It helps, not totally, but it feels more comfortable.
Dont worry too much, most of the time its just us being paranoid.
If he/she really matters to you, they will always be there.
Maybe they fell asleep, or did not notice their phone.
Just go to bed, and wait for their reply in the morning.
Dont think too much, dont worry.
When you wake up in the morning,
you will be greeted by a call or text saying,
"Im sorry i made you worry, everything's gonna be fine" =)

When your life hits a wall

When your life hits a wall and you dont know what to do.
Dont feel bad, thats what life is all about.
You can choose to stay at the wall the whole time and get depressed.
Or you can choose to climb over it.
Life is all about making your own choices.
Its not about taking the right or wrong steps.
Its about whether you take the first step or not

Feeling helpless in a relationship

Have you ever felt so helpless in a relationship?
Like you do not know what to do anymore?
This is a sign that you should take a break.
You see, there are many things that happens.
They can be classified to two categories,
Something you can change and something you cant.
Most of the time when you feel like this,
it is because of the things you want to change but cant.
For example, things that your partner did to hurt you,
or things that does not happen to go the way you want.
You cant change all these.
So why worry? Take a break.
Have a walk in the woods, somewhere peaceful and quiet.
I choose my bedroom though.
Its the most peaceful and quiet place i find.
Pray to god. Have a simple chat with him.
Ask for his help to loosen up everything.
And you will see, that the puzzle will start to piece up.
Things will get better when your mind starts to clear up.
Dont push a relationship too fast.
Its not stable.
Do things slow =)

Hi all, it has been a long time since i posted on this blog.
Firstly, there are not many emails and letters sent to me anymore.
So there has not been much to post up here.
I will try to search on the internet for more inspirations though.
For all readers out there, i do appreciate if you could send in the emails.
Especially for those who need somebody to listen to your problems.
Thank you once again for coming to this blog <3

Love your loved ones with all your heart before you lose them

It doesnt matter if that person is your fiance or family.
Be it a friend, somebody close or even your classmates.
Love them with all your heart, for you will never know when would be
the last time you talk to them.
Take every meeting as your last, ever action or words as if it would be the last time talking to them or seeing them.
Only then, will you not take them for granted.
Only then will you love them with all your might.
You see dear friends, it is very human of us to take people around us for granted.
Especially those so close to us, those we see everyday.
Have you ever wondered what would happen if one day you find that you will never see him or her again?
Would you regret that you had things you wanted to tell them but couldnt?
Today, it is time for us to pull up ourselves.
Go to the people you love and tell them how much you love them.
But dont stop only for today!
Do it everyday and everytime you see them!
Let them know how much you care for them and appreciate them for who they are.

Do's and dont's in a relationship

Do's :
1. Always look into the eyes when you speak your heart's content.
Because as a relationship grows stronger, even by just looking into the eyes
we can read each other's minds.

2. Tell your partner how much you love him/her as many times as possible,
not just in the morning, or at night.

3. Tell the truth, dont keep secrets from each other.
A relationship means that you two should be there for each other in times
of good or bad. So no hiding.

4. Always find time to talk to each other no matter how simple matters are.
Communication is the key to a successful relationship, without it no matter
how perfect a relationship, it would be destroyed.

Dont's

1. Do not go emo over a relationship before it has failed, it shows how insecure
you are. A true relationship should be one that makes you feel at ease.

2. Do not be over protective. Give each other some space. Be it friends or families,
your partner has a life too. They dont belong entirely to you.

3. Do not reply texts with short replies such as "LOL" or "OK" or "ZZZ"
Theres a reason why the other party texts you. They want your thoughts and feels.

4. Do not bring any problems to your sleep. Settle it the very day so that both
of you can have a good sleep.